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Houston Rodeo

I went to the Houston Rodeo last year. I really enjoyed Franky Beverly and Maze. My Houston Rodeo Tickets were in the nose bleed section because someone else got them for me...but the great thing about Reliant Arena is that I was still able to see and hear everything. I just wish next time I can get closer seats. The people that sat where I was weren't as live as the audience down on the floor. Mostly older people sat at the top. They danced but not as much as I wanted to get down. I will definitely go again next year. Next year I want to make it to the chili cookoff though. I had to work this year so I couldn't go. There are talks about changing the Astrodome. I wonder how that would affect the Houston Rodeo and the http://www.teamonetickets.com/houston-rodeo-tickets.htmlHouston Rodeo ticket sales? I do wish they would bring more African Americans to the Rodeo. I don't think the performers are people that interest the African American population. It would be good to have the African American performers mixed in with all the others. The Houston Rodeo tickets weren't priced really high either. They were average compared to other concerts at Reliant.

Is this thing on?

It's been such a long time! I know...forgive me. This thing got dusty! Blow.....ok...that's better. Alot has changed since I was last here. Hurricane Katrina...marriage....pregnancy...birth...Whoa....life is different!

gotta tell somebody

-Just because I sport a natural hair do, doesn't mean that I am militant.
-Just because the darn percker woods are your over you doesn't mean you have to bow down like a lil' wimp and say "yes sir, massah sir, right away sir.!"
-GET A SPINE! you get on my everlasting black nerves, always saying what you are going to do...........DO IT! Talking all that noise and when the crap hits the fan, you bow down..........I HATE IT WHEN BLACKS HAVE A POSITION OF AUTHORITY AND CONTINUE TO ALLOW OTHER PEOPLE TO CONSTANTLY CUT THEM DOWN!
-WHAT'S the use of having the position...why not just be one of the peions (sp) like us?

-I'm really bothered by this........I don't know if I can stay here in this environment for 2 years until I finish Grad School........Considering their are grocery store cashiers that get paid more than I do..........This may come to an end real soon......Oh, yeah.....you also said that you were going to demand a pay raise for us...THAT WAS A MONTH AND A HALF AGO! You ain't never mentioned that again....but your big whop head got a raise..............you've been here for 13 years and still getting paid hourly....HOW DUMB! Still in the same situation, and there is obviously room for advancement, but you're so simple minded that you are content with the little that they give you. Man, I hate simple minded people! This all makes me so angry.........Angry to the point that I want to cry .... I hate it when stupid people make me cry....and besides that I can't cry because I'm at work....and besides that I have to answer the phones....I can't answer the phones while crying....and you had the audacity to call back asking, "are you ok?" Nigga please, do you think I'm ok............You left me here with all this work to do........and noone to assist me................ But, I'll keep praying because if I don't I'm liable to walk outta here and leave it all unattended..........OOOOOOOOOOO that would be too funny! My last day here....I may just do that.......... Who's going to answer the phones and be the pawn then?

You constantly allow other depts. to blame every problem on your dept. When we usually have nothing to do with it.! HOW STUPID! I HATE IGNORANT BLACK PEOPLE! I wish my people would grow some courage and start sticking up for themselves.!


~I'm finished~

HIATUS!

I'll be on a LONG (relative) Hiatus from my internet life! I have been neglecting my relationship with G-O-D........the internet isnot the only cause but it's in the top 5 (4 of the 5, the other being sheer laziness). I won't be reading other people's blogs.......updating my fotki album, or checking out np.com..............for a WHILE! At least until I feel grounded and disciplined enough to do these things without excess. If you have my email address.....drop me a line...I'll have to check my email on a regular because of online summer courses........other than that......I'll update my blog when I get the urge.

PP (Purple Princess)

Rain rain...........Gnats........

It's about to pour down outside. Unfortunately I have some errands to run this evening. I'm going to be stuck in the rain....These folks around here already don't know how to drive...and add water and lightining to that and we have trouble!

Gnats........my stinky neighbors..............left their apt. with food in it.....it's been vacant for about 4-5 months.....GO FIGURE....the idiots just realized that they need to paint the apt to get it ready for another tenant. How disgusting. I have bombed 3 times...and still GANTS! AAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!

I saw the early screening of Mr. and Mrs. Smith last night. I was a great action film packed with comedy. I didn't expect it to be so hilarious!

Oprah was so graphic today. Carolyn - a lady who got her face shot off by her jealous boyfriend.................WOW! I can't imagine. They showed her face before, during, and after the shooting. WOW, I'm geting teray-eyed.......It makes my body ache reliving those pictures.

I hate logging in...it deters me from blogging!

I hate logging in..... Why can't the computer automatically do what I think? I hate having to remember all of my passwords to all of my email accounts! I hate changing them......I hate complaining....it doesn't help anything....TMI, yes...I have gas really bad, and it really smells bad.....LOL!

I think all this exercising is making me gassy! LOL!

On a more serious note...............
I have been thinking about life purposes lately. Why is it that humans take so long to realize and follow thier life destiny...and other lifeless things just accpet their destiny/purpose from the getgo? For example, water automatically knows that it will be used (in one way or another) to nourish the earth and all life forms. Water doesn't try to fight this...it doesn't try to alter itself as to delay the process.....it just accepts its destiny point blank.....another example...Lettuce. Lettuce doesn't try to deny it's destiny...it knows that it will only be on the earth to be eaten and pooped out......Why do humans take so long accepting their destiny? Why are we (myself included) so stubborn? Maybe I need to finish reading the "Purpose Driven Life"? Maybe I just need to go to the main source..the Bible....hmmmmmmmmmmm (Sleep Deprivation is starting to take over....I'll end this post now, while it still makes a lil sense."

Before I go, I HATE Cliques/"special" groups......I don't want to be included in them in anyway shape or form...Let me just stay alone...I'll be my friend, LOL! Where did that come from? Gotta go NOW! It's a must!

They say ...............

You are Maya

A round the way girl, you put the 'friend' in girlfriend. You can always be counted on to give it to 'em straight, no chaser. When a friend comes to you with a problem you have no qualms giving your opinion on her personal affairs, and you tend to get pissed if she doesn't take your advice. You're a strong woman, but you can come across as hard and cynical. Put a little more 'fabulous' with your ghetto, and people will respect you more.

I took this quiz on Brown Skin Mag.....thanks to Timi for the link... http://brownskinmag.com/index.php?option=com_wrapper&Itemid=51

NOT HAPPY!

I am a bit unhappy with life right now(AND MY WEIGHT CAN TELL THE SAME STORY!) . Things seem to keep happening! I have faith and I know that GOD will bring me through, but I'm a lil' impatient!

MY RELATIONSHIP! It's just not the same anymore. thinking about how diff it is makes me start crying! I don't think YOU get it. I'm so tired of repeating it. I try to understand what you are dealing with....but dang! I'm dealing with stuff too! Can you understand that? I'm in grad school and working to support myself! And I can't get a stickin' 5 undivided minutes of your time! THAT SUCKS! Man, what do I have to do to get your attention? I understand that you are busy! ME TOO! I still give you everything that I have always been....I haven't changed! Is this what it's going to be like when we are married too? Will you not have tiem for me then as well?

thinking about this is upsetting me....It makes me straight cry......I'm at work and I can't do that right now...........SO, I'm about to go!